HI. HOW ARE YOU?

452> Tumblr expresses me

2011-12-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hey, it have been some time since I'm here! :>
Hmmmmm, is life good for everyone? I hope so!

I learnt a few things while I was "away".

Don't take someone for granted. You never know when someone is gonna leave you.
Never gives up so easily.
Just do it!
Nobody ever said life was easy…they just promised that it would be worth it.

Till then, ENJOY LIFE FOLKS!

Love, cjp, xoxo

A story of mine.

2011-12-02T17:51:00.006+08:00

I suddenly feel that I’ve no one. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way.

At times, I really feel tired, tired of everything.

At times, I really don’t believe in forever, what is forever?

At times, people just change their mind suddenly, and I don’t know how to react.

At times, I really don’t know love, what is love?

But I know,

One would not stop for you.

World would not stop revolving for you.

None will.

That’s why we got to keep moving and live on.

Live every day as if it were your last
Dream as if you'll live forever

450> Impromptu

2011-11-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hey! I just want to say, I wanna blog!!!!!!!!! but i've no idea what to blog bout! hehehe :>

And, while on Tumblr few mins ago, I saw this post! It's so interesting!
THIS IS ALL BOUT SPACE SAVING!! I find it so cool and efficient!

& I think i prefer this most!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH.

Suddenly, i just wish my room could turn to this now!!! :<

Sometimes, I just wish I could be a famous blogger like Xiaxue. 0.0

She got famous just by blogging, (and maybe some other ways), but mainly, BLOGGING. I find it so ridiculously cool! And just wish to be like her, when I read her blog!

And for those who didn't know bout her love story with Mike, I think you guys should read bout it! It's definitely worth the read! It's kinda drama yet fairy tale-like! :>

And I love the way she blog bout stuffs, it's so frank and she's not afraid to be judge! (well, to a certain extend!)

Though she's "fake", she dare to admit! But personally, I think plastic surgery is not really fake? It's just upgrading yourself, enhancing yourself by surgery, boosting your self-confidence. Like duh, everyone will have higher confidence when they look good right!

But the fact is, I just can't stand people who go for plastic surgery and they dont wna admit it!!!!!! (JUST SAYING)

hey! but i really think xiaxue is pretttttyyyyyy!!

Hmmmmm, if i've the money, i'll go for a nose job! hehehhe. K, MAYBE NOT. Idk, but i dont like my nose :< so hugeeeeeeee. But the fact is, most of the asians' nose are like that!

SO LET OUR NOSE BE FAT TOGETHER!! LOL!! (no offence)

But i really really really really want caucasians' nose! high nose bride, slim nose. Freaking nice!!! OH OH!! and their deep-set eyes!! Simply gorgeous!!! :>

Alright, Im so envy of them nowwwwwwwwwwww. :<

After saying so much, for those who dont know who is Xiaxue, please click here! :>

Lastly, IF YOU'RE A POLY STUDENT, PLEASE LIKE THIS!

Call for a Student Concession Fares Forum with the Public Transport Council

Even if you're not, and you think it's unfair for the poly students, please like!
Ok, you see.......
Us, poly students, our school fees is already so expensive compared to JC/ITE.
After sec school, all of us wants to go to schools/polys or courses that is of our choice. I just dont understand that why poly students transport fares is so exp!!!!!
Bus concession, $52
Train concession, $45
Hybrid, $97

ok, let's just calculate! $52 per month, one year, $624! Just on transport! w/o train fares yet!
LIKE WTF?!?!?! LOL (exaggerating much)
Does that means that we should just walk to school?!?!?!
And ya, I study at TP, when i live in Woodlands, walk huh? cooool! :>
AND DEAR SMRT, your bus timings just simply sucks ok! Esp during peak hours! in the morning! You, your company, your management, keep raising the the fares, yet didn't improve on the timings? what the shit is this?
You guys use the money to improve on the buses, tyvmmmmm. Still, even if the buses are like first class and it didn't arrive on time, whats the point!!!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!

AND I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY JC/ITE FARES ARE CHEAPER THAN US, POLY STUDENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !Q@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@! RIDICULOUS!

hehehehe, alright, Im not angryyyyyy, just find it ridiculous!
kthxbai

Love, cjp, xoxo

449> Birth of Ukulele

2011-11-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

Hey Readers!

I'm so excited!!! Im so elated! I just wna tell you guys that I bought an ukulele!

so pretty cute right?!?!?!?! it's only $35!! so freaking cheap right!??!?! hehehe

And the kind uncle free me two picks!! :> I'll buy a better one if I master this and if I really wna play. heheheh

Now my dad is trying out the notes for ukulele! so funny and cute! Arghhhh, I wna learn to play music fast!!! :>

This is the actual colour! Roxanne keep persuading me to buy this colour!

I wanted dark blue, but she said this colour is nicer! And I saw a red one, but the uncle said that quality is really not good.

Can you see how tiny lil and cute the ukulele is!!

Im going to watch youtube and learn some songs!! :> Hopefully. I still think Im a music noob though I was from band in sec school.

Ok, next! I just got to know bout this show called WRONG TURN.

(Sorry if this poster scares you)

Seriously!!!!!!! This movie is freaking sick!!

"The story starts in West Virginia and the year is 1974. The cannibal are retained in Glenville Sanatorium West Virginia in the company other fanatics. The doctor tells that being distorted and congenital brothers they were very dangerous. Suddenly the cannibals succeed in getting themselves out of the confinement. As soon as they came out they killed some persons including their vanquishers in the out skirts. The scene shows four students gathered in a hostel room. They were making a program of going on excursion in the wild in the coming winter vacation. During their journey they lost their way due to storm and by taking a wrong turn, hit the sanatorium housing the cannibals. They were happy to find a place of shelter but were unaware of the fact that someone was looking for fresh meat for dinner and they were no other than the inbred cannibal brothers. Of course then the killings and violence follows.

Wrong Turn 4 has some violent and vicious death scenes at the hands of cannibals. Though a simple story by itself the movie has some drawbacks also. It lacks perfect acting that could be improved. Still the movie is a success due to its cruel, brutal and sex scenes. The gore scenes are very clearly displayed.

I think I did the wrong turn, I should have went home instead of watching this in school! I don't advised those who've faint heart to watch this. hahahah! IT'S SIMPLY GORE!!
And worse, I didn't know that someone in my course, Afiq was so happy watching it! Sadistic!

ALRIGHT! Lastly,

DO YOU GUYS WANNA SAVE WHILE SPENDING?!?!

Here're some websites you guys can take a look at!

http://deal.com.sg/deals/singapore
http://plus.bigdeal.sg/

See you guys soon! :>

Love, cjp, xoxo

448> Welcome back, Readers

2011-11-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hey Readers. Welcome back to my blog! :>
After not blogging for around 5 months, all of a sudden, I just miss blogging. hehehe
Blogging is still fun after all huh? :> Ok, I shall just treat it like my diary ok?

But... you know what? Whenever I've the urge to write a diary, I'll just use a new book I've at home, and start writing. Hmmm, if i'm good, I'll cont writing for 2 to 3 days? If i'm not, I'll just stop. hahahaha. Hey! However,

I DONT THINK IM THE ONLY ONE!! RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT???!?!?!

Please just say yes! And make me feel better! :> Ok, I still feel weird. No, I mean I'm weird.

And oh yessssss! Do you know why I've the time to blog?!?!?! Because!!! I just ended my block yesterday!

(For those who don't know what a block is, it means... I complete every module in 4 weeks. At most two modules in a block(4 weeks), so, I've to RUSHHHHHHH all my assignments! HAVOCK! My DEADline will be at the end of every 4 weeks.) Geddit??? Ok, I think my explanation is kinda havock too! I dont give a damn ahhhhhh. If you still dont get it, find out yourself.... heheheh :>

But seriously, I hate to rush for submission :< I always tell myself to be consistent the next block when I'm rushing for submission. But, it NEVER happens :<

I really like the weekends after every block. It's like a two days holidays for me, I swear. The feeling is just goooooooooooooooooood .....

cute video eh? hahahahhahah.

Monday would be of a new block! Horticulture blah blah... I think it's more of "theory", learning of plants, soil, etc i guess. Worst thing!!!! I dont like the lecturer... sigh....

But but but but but but but but!!! One thing after this block!!!!!!

SCHOOOOOOL BREAKKKKKKKKK!! HOLIDAYS!!!

hehehehehehehehe yay!!!! so happpppy! And at the last day of my block, after my submission, Im heading to Australia for vacation! 16 dec to 24 dec. Hell yeahhh baby! And when I'm back, It will be CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS!!! GOSH, I LOVE XMAS, I SWEAR.

Of all the festivals in a year, I love xmas most!! And I've always wish for a white christmas.
(maybe I should do some research on christmas. hehe.)

Ok, I'll stop here. Im lost for words now.
I promise to blog frequently! *fingers crossed*

Oh, before you leave,

Love, cjp, xoxo

447> I don't wna love ...........

2011-06-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

It's a photo of night cycling during last week! I think we cycled for like 50km.
It was really fun :)

Hmm, how have you guys been doing?? I hope it's great :)

Well for me, it aint that great :/
Today, woke up from a shock, which didn't start my day right. I prepared so damn slowly, taking my own sweet time. I was not late. :)
Reached studio, I know it's not gonna be the same. Mood was bad. I tried to hype myself.
Lecture stuffs. Presentation of our assignment :/
I've totally no confidence. I myself don't like my model, how am I supposed to present it.
Omg, well, yeah. During the critic, my mood was totally .... Partially was the model.
After critic, shit yeah. I bd a lil. I got myself back.
I really wanted to go home. Well, I survived thru, went home straight after lesson.
Skipped lunch, too lazy.

I've been thinking for the day... I don't know what the hell is on my mind.
I just feel like isolating myself. I wna cry a river.
I think everything is crashing down soon. Why..................

I miss a guy that I could really depend on.
I'm not being despo or what. But which girl doesn't want a guy who she can really depend on?
But well, every guy is the same.... (no offence tho)

Why does the one we love always hurt us and we hurt those we love us!
It's really weird.

Love, cjp, xoxo

446> end of block.

2011-05-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

OH YEAHHH. HELLLLO!!
It've been a long time since I blog................... Yes, a month ago.....

I woke up at 7plus this morning, when I slept at 6plus ytd night :)
OHH YEAH. got back my sleep!!! eh not really :(

So, heyyyyyyy readers. (if there's any)
I've currently finish the first block, meaning, first month. Had 2 modules in the first block, Architectural Drawing and Communication Design Ideas.
Archi Drwg includes, perspective drwg! which I enjoy the most! :)
Comm DI, hmmm... nothing interests me. It's all about researching and presenting .....
Well, i think I'm now more confident in presentation?? hope so. haha.

Some of my classmates!! :) I think my class is really fab! :) heh heh

Oh yeahhhh, i think im prepared for the next block!!! :) FORM EXPLORATION.
Basically, is doing models! :) hehehe, so cool.
And know what, everyday would be from 9am-12pm!!! ohh what the hell!!!!!
SOOOO HAPPPAYE! :)
there shouldn't be any reason that I need to rush towards the submission date! hahaha
(that sounded like what a teacher should say)
kkk whatever.
IM OFF TO PACKING MY ROOM!! in a mess!!

shall blog more often!

Love, cjp, xoxo

445> TP OEI!

2011-04-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyy. (Took this photo when my mom just enter my room, then both of us looking up!)
heh, so cuteeeeee.

kk, im back from camp on last thurs! CAMP OHANA!
OHANA, means family, family means no one gets left behind.
The camp was AWESOME!! FABULOUS! FANTABULOUS!

The very first moment, first day, i was lost. LOL i was late for 40mins! hahhaha
then had no friends in the auditorium. But when we're split into our groups, I made friends!
I saw my wrps babes! hhahaa. uhuh siol. funny.
Day one, amazing race in TP. Went home with group mates, as they grouped by where we stay, cool. so all stayed at woodlands. Next day, met up with friends too, headed to school tgt.
Went for amazing race, LOST, around Bras Basar and Dhoby Ghaut. It was fun.
During the night was night walk. Scariest shit, but fun.
Day three, I went for Dragon Boat!! :) tiring!!! but fun. heh heh.
rainnnnnnnn. activities was cancelled :( GL said it was the best game!
Day four, OLYMPIAD and REGATTA!!
Dragon Boat competition, we came in second last :( well, its the process. haha!
Overall, Business school won.
Design school won the BEST SPIRITED AWARD :)

All in all, poly is very different from sec school. Im still afraid.
Monday school starts! Hope my classmates gotta be fab!!

ohhhhh, sis gotta sponsor me $100 for my bag! hehehehe. <3 herrrrr. hehehehe

lOVE, CJP, xo

444> things are gonna get better

2011-04-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

Heeeeeeeeee, fooling around with Shippo! <3

k, back. Hello! it's a saturday! Bet everyone loves saturday! (maybe not everyone, most)
For the past three days, I've been working. I felt so no life :( hehehehhe.
Well, NO WORK NO MONEHHHH.
"it's not about the money, money, money.
We dont need your money money money"
hahah I dont wna be addicted to this song! But it's damn nice :)

Hmm, working @ zoo is getting better, as im familiarizing things. (Y)
I find it interesting working in zoo. I'll get contact with people from all over the world like Australia, New Zealand, States, Brazil, India, China, HongKong, Japan, Korean and etc.
After communicating with caucasians, I got to say Asians are "unfriendly".
Well, sad to say that, but thats what I thought.

Caucasians.
Me: Hi, welcome.
C: Hello, how are you.

Me: Thank you, have a nice day.
C: Thank you very much, you too.

Asians.
Me: Hi, welcome.
A: smile

Me: Thank you, have a nice day.
A: Thanks. (Worse, *nods head*)

saw the difference? is like so zzzz. kinda embarrassed that we don't have these practices/habits. I think we should start.

Hmm, funny and cute moments happened too. I'll never forget.

A word "sample" was written on a product.

Kid: Why is my name written on it? (spoke with cute caucasian accent)
Me: Is your name sample?
Kid's mom: Darling, your name is samuel not sample. *laughsssssss*

That was damn cute, I swear.

Next up, orientation!! 18April - 21April. Shit, I'm excited yet afraid.
Afterall, new environment, new faces, new friendships.
Gonna have a 3 days 2 nights camp with people you're not close with.
It's kinda out of my comfort zone :/ I think it gonna be awkward.
k, shouldn't judge anything now. All those above are just my thoughts.
Maybe things are gonna be fab?!?!??! hehhehehe WHO KNOWS RIGHT! ^^
No doubt, Im still excited for my poly education :)

Im currently dying my hair. heh heh stinks yeaaah.
I need to trim my hair!! Im lazy to go Khatib.
Shall decide if I should go later :)

It's bout time I should wash my hair!
see ya soon.

Love, cjp, xo

443> 11April

2011-04-11T02:11:00.001+08:00

Hey wasssssup dudesss. (0.0 i sounded so american)
It was a .... day.

Firstly, friends asked me out for town, I cant make it, which was like total sian-ness, bcos I wna head to town! Secondly, those mens who needed to be here from 3pm-6pm came at 7pm+ , which delayed my time! and I cant go for pool. Thirdly, and finally!! I WASTED MY DAY! as everything was only done by 8.30pm, packed and stuffs, 9PM!!!

See my shelf! It fell off on friday. zzzz scary.
I bought it from Ikea, it was installed for only 2 weeks. The shelf couldn't exceed 20kg.
Yea, went to weigh my stuffs on it, it was only 5kg max.
I think the prob lies with the installation part.
Today, they came and re-install, they doesn't have long nails, which could be more stable, they went Vista Point to buy. Omg, seriously waste my time . I was pissed.

kkkk, whatever. Drop it.

On the other side, went to meet my friends, for Starbucks! And, we headed to Mac.
We chatted bout "PRETTY GIRLS" LOL everyone was talking bout who's pretty.
LOL It was funny and high topic. It was fun lahhhhhhh ^^
They will always make my day! Oh zx was back! sister!! heheheh miss him.

Will be working tmr!!! Idk if I should be happy. I wna be stationed at apparels pleaseeee.
NO PLUSH, IT'S HELL BORED THERE!

oh ya!!! MACVEN (mac pro) is one month old!!!! ^^ he's still growing healthy and strong!
<3 him max!!!!

tata goodnight

Love, cjp, xo

442> ♥ Avril Lavigne

2011-04-10T03:29:00.000+08:00

hehehehehehehhe, I GOT HER ALBUM!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!! Goodbye Lullaby.
And Im addicted to it. She's fab, her songs and singing is too fab to be true.
Anyone interested to go her concert????? Inform me please!!!!

Omg, im freaking tired now. My eyes are going to close.
I worked just now, and went to meet my 3pm girls. Had lots of fun with them! ^^
POLAROID WAS DA BOMB!!!! BAAAAAAH BOOOOOOM!
K, but i love it so much. It's already 10april!!! Time FLIES indeed.
With a blink of an eye, my hols after O's are over!!!! Im sad!!!!
BUT!!!! at the same time, Im excited for poly life!!!!!!!! yet nervous.
Frankly, I'll always be damnnnnnnnn quiet with strangers. hehhehehe. IM QUIET!!

Alright, my eyes are already half closed!!! :( Going to bed soon!
Goodnight buddies.

Love, cjp, xo

formspring.me

2011-04-09T00:50:00.001+08:00

Curious about something? ASK! http://formspring.me/thecjp

440> workkkkkk

2011-04-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm back to work!
Yesterday, was my first day working at zoo retail!
Shop was really empty at some point of time, which made me nothing to do! zzz
I'll arrange those plush toys, keep arranging. Like not much difference, wth.
I just hope after this month, I can be transfer to Kids world :)
Oh ya! the zoo uniform is cool! with safety boots!! ^^
& with the name tag, I can go to zoo, night safari and Jurong Bird Park for free!!! HEHHE
First day of work was interesting, had lots of funny moments. Making kids laugh was the best!
kkkkkkkkkk, overall, FUN! :)

Going cycle later! A day of rest! Working tmr.

C U! XOXO

439> friends are addicted to this song! so am I!

2011-04-03T03:13:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1:]
Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night..
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile!
Why is everybody so serious?!
Acting so damn mysterious,
You got your shades on your eyes.
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time.

[Pre-Chorus:]
Everybody look to their left, (yeah!)
Everybody look to their right! (ha!)
Can you feel that? (yeah!)
We'll pay them with love tonight...

[Chorus:]
It's not about the money, money, money,
We don't need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.
Ain't about the (ha!) cha-ching cha-ching.
Ain't about the (yeah!) ba-bling ba-bling,
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

[Verse 2:]
(Listen, okay.)
We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn't low blows, and video hoes,
Am I the only one gettin'... tired?
Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness.
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now?
Guaranteed we'll be feelin'
All right.

[Pre-Chorus:]
Everybody look to their left, (yeah!)
Everybody look to their right! (ha!)
Can you feel that, (yeah!)
We'll pay them with love tonight...

[Chorus:]
It's not about the money, money, money,
We don't need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.
Ain't about the (ha!) cha-ching cha-ching.
Ain't about the (yeah!) ba-bling ba-bling,
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

[B.o.B]
Yeah, yeah.
Well, keep the price tag,
And take the cash back.
Just give me six streams and a half stack,
And you can keep the cars,
Leave me the garage.
And all I..
Yes all I need are keys and guitars.
And guess what, in 30 seconds I'm leaving to Mars!
Yes, we leaving across these undefeatable odds,
It's like this man, you can't put a price on the life.
We do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice every night,
So we ain't gonna stumble and fall never.
Waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh, uh!
So we gonna keep everyone moving their feet,
So bring back the beat, and everybody sing,
It's not about...

[Chorus: x2]
It's not about the money, money, money,
We don't need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.
Ain't about the (ha!) cha-ching cha-ching.
Ain't about the (yeah!) ba-bling ba-bling,
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

It's not about the money, money, money,
We don't need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance!
Forget about the price tag.
Ain't about the (ha!) cha-ching cha-ching.
Ain't about the (yeah!) ba-bling ba-bling,
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.

[Jessie J -Outro]
Yeah yeah,
Oo-oooh.
Forget about the price tag.

438> too weird to be true?

2011-04-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

OHHH HEYYYYY IM SUN BURNT! IM BURNING HOT NOW.
HEHEHEHEHHE. Im tanned!!! :) But wth, i think skins on my face gonna peel like hell.
WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

wooooooooo, RuiJie, Weiwen, Weechng, Gina and I went Jurong Swimming Complex.
It's april fool day!!!! ^^ (err, k no link.) Yeahhhh, enjoyed ourselves! :)
Had PizzaHut and KFC after our swim.
Headed back to Woodlands, went home. AND OUT!!!! FOR SPORTS NIGHT! :)
Played Vball and bball :) Went for supper at 888.
I could not believed that the 3h of sleep day before managed to get me thru this! ^^

Let me share about my april fool. I was being fooled around like a fool. It made me felt to gullible. zzzz.
First, a guy confessed. (heh, i was not tricked! hmph!)
Second, a person told me that tmr was the last day for collection of SGC, even asked me to spread. Or I'll need to head down to MOE. (I was tricked!)
Third, someone retweeted on twitter and was linked to this (& i believed it zzzz)

But I managed to pull pranks on others!!! :) CALL ME A PRO :)

I stayed at home for the day and packed my room! (Y)
Gonna have dinner now! After dinner do what??!?!!? Gonna be bored, shitzxczxc.
Shall catch some dramas! :)

C U ! XOXO PEACE

437> rough patches ...

2011-03-30T03:38:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!! Will blog regularly!!!

I feel the heat for blogging burning in me!!! hehehe! Hope it gonna lasts! :)

I just returned from cycling with Gina, Nicholas, Zuoxiong! We set off at around 7pm! Firstly, we cycled Chong Pang to have our dinner!! then cont cycling all the way to Upper Seletar, then Lower seletar. WOW!!!!

It was absolutely tiring!! But was worthwhile :) After "resting" at Lower Seletar, we went back to A&A to eat prata!! then some Beancurd City near chong pang for beancurd! We chatted and slacked there till we forgot the time! LOL started cycling back at around 11.30pm!

It was a tiring yet fruitful trip! :)

I've foreseen that my leg will ache and butt gonna hurts tmr! :)

________________________________________________________________________

Rough patchessssssssss ...

Worst, family matters! zzzzzzzz.
Sis wna give up on uni, when she's currently half way thru. Sigh.
(reasons...)

K, whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Goodnight! XOXO

436> Thailand

2011-03-28T01:28:00.001+08:00

Hey, like I promised, a post on my trip to Thailand.

7-10 Feb, HatYai (Omg, so long ago!)

My family and sis bf, took Tiger airways.

First time been to Budget Terminal. (It was hell boo! ) It looks like a bus terminal. LOL

I was budget too, I wore shorts and flip flops! hahahah

Reached HatYai.

Elephant is sth they worshipped.

We are allowed to buy sugar cane from them, and feed them.

I fed and touched it! :)

This was the other elephant. The elephant "forced" us to feed it!

It brought the sugar cane using its trunk and give it to my dad, damn cute.

Fire crackers!!!!!!!! First time!!!

IT WAS OH SO FREAKING LOUD!!!

LIGHT AND RUN!!!!!

END OF HATYAI!!! CAME BACK TO SPORE!

Went home to sleep, and back to Terminal 1.
This time round, we took jetstar, It was way better than tiger!! :)

11feb to 15feb BANGKOK!!

Went to the typical floating market! the boat rides wasnt cheap 0.0 5 person, $80

But well, it's an experience!

SHE VERY CHIO!!! HEHEHEEHHEHEH PRETTY PRETTY!

"SATAY" it was tasty!!!!

Noodles!!! Must stay there and eat and return their bowls!

There were lots of flies, but we still eat. HEHEHHEHE WAS NICE!

We went to the elephant village!!! Had elephant rides!

was fun!!! hehehhehehehe but i dont dare to step on the elephant, when sitting.

suddenly, a monkey!! LOL

The elephant went into the water!

see! Elephants so big sized, walked on such slim road!

Hope the elephant dont step on the dog!!! HHAHAHA

Went to the zoo!!!

Took photo with the monkey!!!

cheap only! $4

Mom, dad and I took photo with the tiger too!!!

Took photo with baby tiger!!! CUB!!!

Well, lingerie over there was almost half the price! eg sloggi, triumph and so ...
HAHAHHAHA (Y)

Overall, it was great!!!! :)

435> lose it.

2011-03-25T16:07:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyy. Saw the poodle above? She's Barbie! She is oh so cute, i tell you!
She's just like a teddy bear.
Was supposed to board her over ten days, but today is the second day, she's leaving tonight :(
:'( I was disappointed. I've no idea why this rascal meant so much to me although she came only for two days. She slept with me for these two nights. Followed me everywhere around the house. Sigh. Might not be able to see her again.
She loves to jump on her hind legs! and is very pro at it! Shall take a video of it if I've the chance.
Goshhhhhh, I'll really miss her :( She would always be so happy when I wake up! Jump all around.

Well, perhaps when she leaves me earlier, I wont be so close with her compared to over ten days of relationship. :( k, gonna bring her stroll now!

ta ta

PS: Know the feeling of losing sth special? This is how Im feeling...

434> deep in my heart

2011-03-24T02:32:00.000+08:00

Hey, I pretty love flashback.

Im currently 16, so ... can we travel back to ten years ago?

Still remember when I was 6, I was in K2, I remember me challenging with my friends who writes the fastest, and heehehe I was the fastest :) There was a few times when my parents caught up in work and they fetch me back late from the childcare. I was so afraid, afraid that my parents might not want me back. But no, no matter how late they were, they will still rushed down to fetch me. For the next half of the year, I moved from Bukit Batok to Woodlands. But I didnt changed my childcare, my parents afraid that it might affect me. So yea, I had to travel. Early in the morning, I'll always be sleeping, my dad would carry me to his car. During the journey, mom would changed for me. Haha, kinda omg. But sigh, I miss those times when my parents are still young and love me dearly. (Though they still do)

When I enrolled into primary school, parents let me to be in the before and after school care. Which means, before / after school, I'll be there, doing my work, play and stuffs.
I used to whine, whine why can't I be like others, having parents fetching them after school, going home. Me? I've to go there. I love the place, friends I made, but I just wna be like others, going home after school.
Sadly, when I was in primary six, I could not take it. I began to lie, lied that I've remedial, not wanting to go there after school. I went to my friend's place and play. Mom came to know about it and was very disappointed. I saw my mom cried bcos of me.
At that point of time, I was disappointed with myself. But I really didn't wna stay there. My mom had no choice but to take me out of there.

Have you ever wondered, why our parents doesn't show their love as frequent compared to when we're young? When they no longer hug us? No longer kiss us?
I do wonder, and I know why. I realised I began to not want their hugs and kisses. Oh well, but they still do. hehehehehe :)

I know I'm lucky or perhaps blessed to have such mom and dad who love me so dearly :)
I love them too.
I've never been cane by my parents before. :')
They have been so understanding during the past 16 years, except for a few times. I'm glad already :)
Frankly, I love to show off how much parents love me :*

kkkk XOXO

433> macven

2011-03-13T16:41:00.000+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyy!

I LOVE MACVEN!!!! (MacPro that was bought on 11March)
this is fab shit! hehehheehhehehehe. way cooler than windows! :)

Hmmmm.. need to explore everything. So yea, i guess i need to take a long time to settle down :)
I bought this $2048 + $88 RAM upgrade at IT fair with bluetooth mouse, micro sleeve and keyboard protector free :) I bought a very chio external hard disk from SAMSUNG @ $79.90 :)
Mac was sponsor by parents. Hard disk, myself? (Actually not really, bcos i used the leftover to buy hard disk hehehheh)

Oh anyway, dont call me spoilt brat bcos im gonna use my money to buy study desk and chair if my parents dont wna sponsor k!!!! So ya, needa turbo work!!!

Things I wna buy:

Avril Lavigne Album! ($30-$40)
Study desk and chair ($250-$350)
School bag LOL ($50-$100)
Dogs bed (<$40)

&&&&& i cant think of anything else for the time being!!

Just worked ytd, and now i can feel the ache in my arms. hate that feeling.
I dont wna feel the pain with only $6.50/hr!!!! zzzzzz

See you guys sooooooooooon.
will blog about my trip to thailand. :)))))
XOXO

432> TP TP TP TP TP TP :O

2011-01-28T14:57:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Saw that!?!??!?!?!?!?!
I was happy that I was posted to TP! But was kinda disappointed when I was not posted to my first choice.
Sigh. I dont mind this too! bcos it's my third choice after all!!!! :)
SO HELL YEAHHHHHH. CHEERS!!! :)
Oh, it kinda sucks when people first reaction is "TP so far!" zzzzz I KNOW RIGHT!
But I'm prepared, hope it will lasts.

Now, I'm excited for Poly rather than CNY. LOL.
but i'm looking forward to those plans soon too! yay!
WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HIGH. LIKE A G6.

OH YEA, IM CURRENTLY JOBLESS NOW. idk if I wna work. howwwwwww..
But no money! so hai, it sucks too much.
I miss those faces at Adidas! LOL gonna meet them later! :))))))

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, now im stucked. LOL

P/S: I kinda love my life right now. But at some point of time, "life sucks" still. HAHA!

Alright, lastly!!!! AVRIL LAVIGNE!!!!!!! \m/

see ya, tata!

431 > You haven't seen the last of me

2011-01-23T03:05:00.001+08:00

wow! I swear I cannot believe my page view today was 60! omg. Can someone convince me that those are real? Personally, i don't believe it :)

WOAH YEAHHHH. I've been living in this world past few days. So, don't worry :)
I've chosen my poly courses. (Enlarge if you want)

The one thing I'm afraid is that, I'll part with my friends :( thats the saddest thing ever.
I seriously would pray that we would keep in touch :)

I finally went to helix bridge yesterday. Those night seeings were wonderful!
SIX went to have Popeyes. (L) it can be consider as one of my fav fast food restaurant.
Looking at those photos, I seriously have the urge to save for a DSLR.
However, I want a Polaroid, a Holga, and digital cam! SHIT. I'm asking for too much.
& No kid, I'm broke. I've spent almost all my pay. damn it. I can't control. zzzzzzzz.

I just hope USS would hire me! I wna work there!!!!!! :(

P/S: I WNA SUN TANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Lyrics:
Feeling broken
Barely holding on
But there's just something so strong
Somewhere inside me
And I am down but I'll get up again
Don't count me out just yet

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

They can say that
I won't stay around
But I'm gonna stand my ground
You're not gonna stop me
You don't know me
You don't know who I am
Don't count me out so fast

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

There will be no fade out
This is not the end
I'm down now
But i'll be standing tall again
Times are hard but
I was built tough
I'm gonna show you all what I'm made of

I've been brought down to my knees
And I've been pushed way past the point of breaking
But I can take it
I'll be back
Back on my feet
This is far from over
I am far from over
You haven't seen the last of me

No no
I'm not going nowhere
I'm staying right here
Oh no
You won't see me begging
I'm not taking my bow
Can't stop me
It's not the end
You haven't seen the last of me
Oh no
You haven't seen the last of me
You haven't seen the last of me

Personally, I think it's motivating and kinda inspiring :)
& I LOVE THIS SONG! FAB!

xoxo PEACE!

430 > Life is unpredictable

2011-01-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, long time since I've blogged. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ...

Currently, Im like cracking my brain real hard! 0.0 thinking of what course to put!
Sigh, this is what happens when your score are like shit.
I got a C6 for Eng, which I didnt expect and I'm disappointed.
Well, for others, im satisfied :) Though I failed my Humanities, I expected it.
K, I got 19 for ELR2B2, I hope my CCA bonus point helps.
I wna get into Interior Architecture & Design in TP, with COP of 16. I hope after my CCA bonus point, I can get in with a COP of 17. I gonna pray really hard.

Which is more important? money or passion?
For me, I guess it would be passion. This is what I can agree for now.
However, I dont know this "passion" would last for how long.
But imagine, you earn big bucks, and you're sick of your career. It's like suffering.
And yea, w/o money, you can't do anything.

I don't know, maybe different people would have different theory :) comments please!

Ohyea, I CUT my hair. I'm having shoulder length hair :) I wna cut shorter. heeeeeheeeeee.

I can't believe the stats for my blog. I can't believe that there's still like around 40 views everyday.
I know it might seems lil for some of you. But I cant imagine 40 views everyday? Viewing a half-dead blog?
I was like WOW ?!?!?!?! But yea, happy :)

Thanks for viewing! Stay tune alright!
xoxo peace out!

Very lastly,

Enjoy! I love them alright!

2011-01-03T02:17:00.001+08:00

New Year Resolutions:

1. Happiness
2. Eat, Pray, Love
3. Be myself.

1/1/11 > New year, New post

2011-01-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!

OH YEA, it's already 2011, a decade is over.

Okay, as you can see, all of us went for countdown at Marina Barage.

I swear I was freaking high! It was as though we're clubbing :) And, we screamed our lungs out!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH, okay, words cant describe how we're feeling.

PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

After countdown, went back 888 to have supper!
Oh yea, another party! Nicholas's house!!!!! went to drink!! I was half drunk. I can feel the dizzy-ness!
And my face and body started turning red. Shit, i'm a lousy drinker. wth. damn sad.
Oh well, dont care. But those guys were really funny. Esp weiwen and Nicholas.
I guess they are half drunk. They are so ... LOL funny max. they way they speak, kinda different.
HAHHAHAHAHAHA FUN LAH HIGH LAH. \m/
Left his house around 5am and went home! :))))))) sleeeeeeeeeep~

Woke up this afternoon around 2pm. SHIOCK. NO WORK! (Y)
Gonna have dinner at Taste of Thailand with family! :))))))

I think I've a well balanced of time for family and friends? LOL

K KEWL.
SEE YA. XOXO

427>

2010-12-18T02:31:00.001+08:00

Hey, please skip this post if you're happy, sad or anything. All here are gonna bullshits and ranting.
Right now, im kinda pissed. Not for any particular reason, just that thinking about everything, looking at some things sucks to the core.
Ahhhh, now I don't know where to start. Im afraid that I might delete this post after typing what I wna say. However, I'm really confused right now.

There are different types of people in this world. Way too many types, and different from each other.

Some of them are here to hurt you like hell. Let's start.
Imagine your friend hiding things from you. Whelks you ask, everything came to light. wth? I really can't stand this. And after that, the friend wants you to be fine, and ... seriously, if you understand me well, you won't say those to make yourself feel better or let me know.

I might remain silent, it may seems nothing to you. In fact, I'm having a lot of thoughts in my head. I simply choose to remain silent. Yea, I might be evil, but what about you?

Ahhhh, shit, sucks. I really hope someone can truly understands me, and don't leave me.

There's still more. But wth.
I HATE YOU
I LOVE YOU
Life is getting complicated and fake.
Everything might just be an illusion.

2010-12-17T02:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO. HI. WHATS UP. WHATS DOWN. LOL. FLOOR AND CEILING. OMG LAME. it's not snowing in Spore!

I yearn for a white christmas ...
heh, i know it's not gonna come true this year. I WISH. WHATS ON YOUR WISHLIST?
Haha! Oh yea! Christmas this year gonna be with SIX! know what?! Santa promised me last year.
Right six? :))))) Im really happy and looking forward. Hope everything goes according to plan :)

So, after a few more days, it would be a month after working @ Adidas! :)
Idk if I should be happy or sad. THE PAY SUCKS SERIOUSLY.
Hmm, if the pay at Adidas weren't low, I would continue to work till school start. But ... SIGH.
I wna work at Pet Shop too. I really have the urge to work there. But I think the searching part would be tedious!

WOAH! Lets count down to christmas! :) 9 MORE DAYS! :) LOOKING FORWARD.
Hmm, will be having a mini party at Ion for our staffs. presents!! :)
And, on 24dec, would be huge fab party with six! oh yea! :) PRESENTS!!! :))

Oh, went on a Escapade with Gina at Changi Airport on 15dec! fab day! :)
I love Stella McCartney! I love fox! I love Adidas! I love SK! (L)
Oh, i bought myself a bracelet at SK :) kinda cheap. Although no diamond! :(

SHOULD I QUIT MY JOB!?!??!? idk, but not so soon perhaps :)

I freaking sprained my leg today! I was rushing down the escalator as I was hungry!
And just when I was about to reached, I missed a step and sprained. OMG WTH.
then suddenly POM! I was like shit, oh no. I think few people looked at me. I was embarrassed!
I didnt dare to look anywhere! :/ I quickly walk back to store.
After work, I took off my shoes and I saw my ankle swollen. OH SHIT. DEAD.
I felt pain when I walk, especially climbing stairs. Omg.
Lesson learnt: Even when you're hungry, don't run for food! LOL don't be greedy like a glutton like me! :(

All right! See you!
PEACE XOXO

425> lmf

2010-12-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

OMG IT'S JAPAN. I MISS JAPAN :(

It was the first time I felt snow. I nearly cried :')

I still remember on the 11th December of last year, we celebrated Dad's birthday in Japan.

the cake was damn yummy! the best cake I ever had! it tasted fab! :)

So, this eleven.. If I was able to take leave, we would be in Genting. Sigh. Sorry.

So, Happy Birthday Dad!
Thank You for always being there for me, understanding me.
You brought me up for the past 16 year, never leave me.
I'm sorry for times I've let you down. I know it would be when I was in primary 6. Sorry.
You're the best dad in the world. NEVER regret having you as my dad.
I know I have no courage to say those three words. But, I really feel it. "I love you"

Alright, working tmr!
see ya! tata!

i really hope that dream won't come true. :'( (pray really hard)

424> working life is kinda turn off.

2010-11-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

Omggggg, work work work & work. I'm too tired to just on my comp and blog! But will be still on Twitter and Facebook!
I've worked three days! Friday, Saturday and Sunday! :) It's fun really!! But my legs hurt a lot!! Wow, but when you're looking for stocks, I really do look like a monkey! You've no time to grab a ladder! So you've just gotta climb those shelves/racks! Oh! But i sort of overcame my fear! I dare to climb ladder liao!! haha!
I've a bad habit now! Similar to Cloe! I tends to smile at strangers! Bcos when I'm working, I always smile at patrons. Then now, when I'm not working, I'll smile to them too. Omg!!

And on my first day of work, I had a strange encounter! I saw two lady from the back looking at Adidas jacket, so I went forward. Wow, and when they turned, they asked if I've the smallest size. Omg, I was literally shocked and thinking "OMG". They had slender body with nice figure. But know what? COARSE VOICE. Wna make a guess? Yes, they are bapok. I wonder who's that man that keep following them! Boyfriend? Omg, gross!

Know what? at this point, I just dont have any mood to blog! I've an aim this hols! which is to reach 50 readers per day! But guess, I can't do it!!! I've no time to blog!! :( zzzzzzzzz.

Oh!!!! There will be a staff sales at Adidas on 3, 4, 5 dec! I think it should be 30%-40% off! If you're interested, you can inform me the article number, size, colour all that. Will help you to reserve! Dont worry, I don't earn any commission!! ^^ haha!

I spent my day with JEN YEO today! haha! my mommy!!! ^^
First of all, both of us needs to go to the bank!! So, we went DBS at Civic Centre! I did my atm card today! And guess what! I spent around $50 today! wth! like just did my ATM card and I withdrew money and pay by nets. OMG. I gonna die! I have not got my pay and I'm already spending it!
Went AMK Sumo House. I swear it's the cheapest Japanese Restaurant that I've been to! Today is the third time I've went there! It's damn cheap! I don't think the food is really nice, but it's acceptable :) Worth trying it! Headed to AMK Hub and ate Yogurt! I don't like fresh yogurt, frozen yogurt taste better! ^^ Walked and shopped around. We thought it's still early and headed to Junction8! I bought a pair of sandals! It's cool! Mommy helped me to choose! :P And saw FOX!!! FOX!!! FOX!!! The fox pullover was the BOMB!! Idk what I meant actually. But I really love it. Something which I've been searching for. It's $26. It's consider cheap. But doesn't have my size. Well, fated. Shall buy at Ion if they have! Pray really hard! I really love it :)
Oh! saw a head band at $8 in Diva. It was pretty! But we thought it was really exp :(((((( Oh! and one more thing!! Charles and Keith wallet are cheap! :)

Steamboat with SIX tmr! I'm looking forward! ^^

It's gonna be the last day for me to rest! After tmr, guess gonna be work work work. Hard to apply for leave!! It's okay! I'm working for the pay though it sucks much. But working at Adidas really have a lot of fun experiences! Didnt regret!! Money can be earn! Experiences can't! (Eh, actually can. But dont care lah. Get what I mean right?) haha!

It's 2.37am!! I don't know what to do! I felt like my blog layout is kinda boring!! Hope to change it!!

OHYES! P.S: IT fair coming! Might be buying MacBook Air if my parents and I are free on those few days! Hope I'm not working!! I love Macbook!!! It's also something which I yearn for it long! ^^

Alright, tata!

This make sense : it's called break up because it's broken
Read it up if you're interested! :)

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

423 > finding jobs are tough

2010-11-18T02:03:00.001+08:00

OH YEAAAAAAA. MY BROWN HAIR :)

HAHAHAH!! everytime I see this photo, I'll laugh. OMG!

Hey! Stare at my brown hair k!! OMG. But please dont call me ah lian :) haha!

Hmm, WeeChng, Gina, Cloe, Valerie and I went for job hunt on Tuesday. Valerie left earlier.
We went to apply at Taka and Zara. Hmm, till now, none call :(
Well, we basically went to every shop and ask if they were hiring. Woah, and yea, we went Adidas!
We filled the form and apply for it. Received a call on Wed! OHYEA! got the job! :)
They pay is kinda low :( $5.50 on weekdays and $6.50 on weekends.
Hope it gonna be fun :) If I really don't like then change!!! :P
I'll be posted to Orchard Ion. Starting work on Friday! :) Need to head down to their building tmr :)

'I love you' means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do not wish to change you into someone else. It means that I do not expect perfection from you, just as you do not expect it from me. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. 'I love you' means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, hoping that you feel the same way for me.

2010-11-15T01:26:00.001+08:00

421 > wow

2010-11-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Oh yeaaaaa. O levels are over on Friday! :)
But I celebrated earlier than that! Oops! :P

Hmm, my urge and passion for blogging is now gone. I really dont know why.
Perhaps I've no photos. Shall update when I've those photos :)

Weechng, Gina, Nadila. Farhanah, Natasha, Haseena and I went East Coast Park on Saturday.
It was fun! :) I didnt roller blade, bcos I dont feel like falling on Sat. Haha! Shall blade next time! :)
I went cycling! Fun! :) Ohhhhhh, it rained. Just for a while. Farhanah left. Went to play Volleyball. In the evening, at around 7.30pm, we left :) Waited for the bus damn long! 0.0 six of us shared maxi cab back to Woodlands :)
After ECP, Weechng and Gina came and overnight at my house. We watched Dear John and G-force. Both of them were half awake and fell asleep! zzzz. Haha! Both movies were nice! :) After movie, we sort of had war on bed. Weechng kept snatching my blanket!!! :@@@ After war, slept at 5.15am. Woke up at 3.30pm on Sun afternoon. Wow. Ate and we've "karaoke" HAHA! They went home during the evening.

Came across this at FB :

Register here! I might be attending! If my friends are going and parents allow! :)
Omg, this is exciting!! I really feel like going! :) Do consider! :)

Ohyea!!! I've dyed my hair!!!!! ^^ ^^ ^^ But the colour seems to appear very bright and brown on the roots and the ends were not much of a difference. Shall dye again if I've the money :) Still, happy! But, friends called me AH LIAN. zzzz, dislike!! I'm not :)

Will be heading to town tomorrow (Monday).
Shall blog soon! I'll keep the passion going! haha! Stay tune.

For the time being, a song that I'm currently obsessed with :)

BrunoMars is currently my new scandal. I won't forget Taylor Lautner and Zac Efron, they still are :)
BrunoMars, OMG. Tell you what, he's dead charming! I can't get my eyes off him! I've been @BrunoMars on twitter! Hoping he will retweet/reply me some day! :( I wont give up! I'll tweet him everyday :) Omg, <3

see ya!

420> Starbucks.

2010-11-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

Starbucks is simply pleasure!

Starbucks would be my hangout place from now on. ♥

Really hope the other bitch, TTF could join us!! ^^

2010-11-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

It's funny when those you thought will never care for you so much, cared. Whereas those who thought will care for you, didn't. Well, life is ironic.

2010-11-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

418 > Ooh, can't nobody do me like you.

2010-11-05T02:49:00.001+08:00

Just not today.

2010-11-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

What a fabulous night with WANBE <3

Chilling @ Starbucks was the bomb!! ^^

3PM soon!!!!

OHHHHYEAHHHHHHHHHH! O's will be over in a week! ^^

Wow!!! Hang in there!! :)

Left with SS, MT and (Phy/Chem) MCQ !!! ^^

Lastly,

Shippo, I love you more than anything.

See you soon!

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don't pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you "sorry, I'm busy". It seems like you're giving everyone everything & they're just walking away with it.

2010-11-04T11:23:00.001+08:00

414 > Never alone

2010-10-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

Maybe angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven except you
When it's time to go home
May you always have plenty
Your glass never empty
And know in your belly
You're never alone

May your tears come from laughing
You find friends worth havin
With every year passing they mean more than gold
May you win but stay humble
Smile more than grumble
And know when you stumble
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of your heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly, this isn't goodbye
My love will follow you, stay with you
Baby, You're never alone

Well I have to be honest
As much as I want it
I'm not gonna promise
The cold winds won't blow
So when hard times have found you
And your fear surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of you heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly, this isn't goodbye
My love will follow you, stay with you
Baby, You're never alone

Maybe angels protect you
Trouble neglect you
And heaven except you
When it's time to go home
And when hard times have found you
And your fear surround you
Wrap my love around you
You're never alone

Never alone
Never alone
I'll be in every beat of you heart
When you face the unknown
Wherever you fly, this isn't goodbye
My love will follow you, stay with you
Baby, You're never alone

My love will follow you, stay with you
Baby, You're never alone

413 > Remind yourself that there’s only one you

2010-10-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Life is a journey,
Not a destination,
There are no mistakes,
Just chances we’ve taken
Lay down your regrets cause all we have is now

Wake up in the morning
And get out of bed
Start making a mental list in my head
Of all of the things that I am grateful for

Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes new dreams new ways
I open up my eyes and
I open up my mind and
I wonder how life will surprise me today
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes new dreams new ways
I open up my heart and
I’m gon’ do my part and
Make this a positively beautiful day

La la la la la la la la la [x3]
It’s a Beautiful Day [x3]

Life is a challenge not a competition
You can still smell the roses and be on a mission
Just take a moment to get in touch with your heart
Sometimes you feel like you’ve got something to prove
Remind yourself that there’s only one you
Just take a moment to give thanks of who you are
Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways
I open up my eyes and
I open up my mind and
I wonder how life will surprise me today

Early in the morning
It’s the dawn of a new day
New hopes, new dreams, new ways
I open up my heart and
I’m gon’ do my part and
Make this a positively beautiful day

La la la la la la la la la [x3]
It’s a Beautiful Day [x2]

Let’s make this a wonderful
Let’s make this a powerful
Let’s make this a Beautiful Day
It’s a Beautiful Day

Life is a journey,
Not a destination,
There are no mistakes,
Just chances we’ve taken
Lay down your regrets cause all we have is now

I think we ought to listen to this song when we're feeling not right. It's a beautiful day! Don't worry! Everything will be alright, Tomorrow will be fine! :)

this is motivating.

2010-10-22T01:00:00.004+08:00

What you're gonna do when the show is over
What you're gonna sing when the song ends
How you're gonna cope when there is no closure
Where you're gonna reach when the goal gets higher
How you're gonna make it through
When you think you lost the chance

Play on
When you're losing the game
Play on
'Cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth to sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on
Play on

Even when the flood gates swing wide open
Never let the currents sink you down, no
Even when you're not sure where you're going
Swimming through the mess and you can't get out
Just going through the motions, and trying not to drown

Play on
When you're losing the game
Play on
'Cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth to sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on
Play on

Even though it's the storm on the darkest night
Don't you ever give up the fight
Even when you feel you're all alone
Play on
Play on

Play on
When you're losing the game
Play on
'Cause you're gonna make mistakes
It's always worth to sacrifice
Even when you think you're wrong
So play on
Play on
Play on
Ooh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na

411 > Thank You

2010-10-21T16:32:00.000+08:00

Verse 1

Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I say
Thank You Lord, just for loving me
Many times I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

Chorus
Here I am with all I have raise my hands to worship you
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
for everything for who you are
you covered me you touched my heart
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you

Verse 2

I could have died in my sin but you saved me
I didnt have any hope at all you gave me peace devine
and strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
but instead you took my place amazing grace is more than just a song
even though i dont deserve your love for me
you looked beyond my faults and you showed me mercy

Chorus
here i am with all i have raise my hands to worship you
i wanna say thank you, oh thank you
for everything for who you are
you covered me you touched my heart
i wanna say thank you, oh thank you

Lord we thank you for the sun
we thank you for the sun
Lord we thank you for the sun
Lord we thank you for the rain

Chorus
here i am with all i have raise my hands to worship you
i wanna say thank you, oh thank you
for everything for who you are
you covered me you touched my heart
i wanna say thank you, oh thank you

410 > awaiting enjoyment

2010-10-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!

KNOW WHAT!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

.

12 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

FREAKING

WORRIED.

Can someone kill me? 0.0

k, I've really sacrifice a lot. Proud of myself. I never thought I would be able to do that.

I kinda enjoy to study now. I ought to, right? ^^

I've lost my confidence in Maths, I'm like so weak now. wth.

However, I'm now practicing a lot on Chem, a F9 subject of mine.

I'll tackle Physics soon!!! ^^

Humanities ......... SPEECHLESS. memory work :/ ZZZZZZZ

OH OH OH!!! & English!!! Can I make from C6 to B3/B4 0.0 dang.

That's like super duper uber tough, but I'll try :)

Mother Tongue ......... Hope to get A1/A2 duh. But ... tough ...

OH MAN. I'm dreaming so BIG.

Hey, don't be afraid to dream big :) Yea Yea Yea.

HOWEVER

WHAT SO EVERRR

Things that kept me going:

Family, I swear I don't wanna disappoint them.
Friends, thanks for all the coaching.
I don't wanna feel any regret when walking out of the examination hall.
I wanna smile and receive my cert with confidence in 2011.
I wanna get into a course of my choice.
HEY HEY HEY. THE ENJOYMENT AFTER O'S!!!!!!!
I've never forget the promise that I've made to myself, volunteering at SPCA :)
Dye my hair!!!!!! ^^
Hope mommy get me a laptop :)
Universal Studio
Overseas trip perhaps.
Movie Marathon (Eat, Pray, Love , Last Song, Inception, ...) The list go on.
Learn Japanese ^^
Exercise!!!!! hehehhehe. Hope I can :P
drink drink drink drink drink
AHHHHHHHH, EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE & ANYHOW.

K, see ya.
tata

409 > her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining.

2010-10-13T18:08:00.001+08:00

tumblr updated!! ^^ http://chuajinping.tumblr.com

O M GGGGGGGGEEEEE!! THIS IS FREAKING FAB! NICE!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'M GOING GAGA OVER IT 0.0

JS NEW VIDEO. JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

I'M STILL STALKING THEM ^^

&Most of my friends thought I'm les. wth. K, but who cares?!?!!? :P

♥ JS

408 > Grown Ups.

2010-10-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hey folks. How's life? I've been so busy. Yet, I feel like blogging. It's like a passion for it?
After O's, I hope my post would be interesting to read like before. Or even better. Even I find it bored to read. I wish I could have 50 readers per day :P

Photos up on FB ; I'm a (6)teen

Ice-Cream from Turkey :)
Kok's treat :) cool eh. I've yet see the video while I was being "played". Hope to see it soon.
Kokseng said it's dumb 0.0

♥ all my sunshine :) Rara is not there :(

Thank You.

Celebrated with Dad & Mom the night before. with perhaps Shippoker as well.

Sister was in HK. sad much :/

Thank You.

Sis bought perfume for me!! ^^

♥ PAPAGO

Done by Blueberry. She must have spent a lot of hard work. Thank you very much :)

Sticky!!!!!! ^^

To: RARA

:) I'm here, darling.

2010-10-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO YO YO. I'm feeling so shag. My eyes can hardly open. damn. Gonna sleep now. Shall blog tomorrow!! I promise!! :) see you

I wanna have nice vocal.

2010-10-05T21:07:00.001+08:00

Woah, JS!!! they are so damn cute at the last part!!! DOGS!!! AHHHHHHH.
K, I LOVE THEM :)

OHOHOH, AND SAW SAM TSUI SINGING!!! HIS VOICE IS WOW!!! FAB!! but i really hate his actions 0.0 like awkward max. But the Breaking Free is similar to what Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens had sang!! ^^ But I feel that Sam Tsui's version got the lack of feeling. However, (Y)

I wish I could sing!!! Have nice vocal :( I wna be like them. HAHHAHAH

405> No journey, too tough.

2010-10-03T02:58:00.000+08:00

Fifteen's journey.

My dad dotes on me more than my sis. My mom cares for me. My sis loves me. My shippoker are such adorable rascals, I love them more than I love JS.
God will always be there for us no matter what.
Friends are the ones that give my life vibrant colours.
Hard work do pay off. Have faith.
Believe.
Cherish every moments. Live like there's no tomorrow.
Time wait for no man.
Music is something that can express my feelings.
Be yourself.
Learn from your mistakes, don't repeat it.
Never, never, never, never give up.
Things happen for a reason.
Don't lie.
Keep your promise or don't make one.
Lastly, I succeeded, I failed, I laughed, I cried, I teared, I enjoyed, I fall in love, I fall out of love, I love, I hate, I miss, I walked, I jumped, I ran, I hopped, I ate, I gained weight, I lost weight, I lied, I speak, I talked, I crapped, I stammered, I fall, I move on, I hold on, I look forward, I look back, I kissed, I hugged, I piggybacked, I swear, I promise, I bitched, I played, I studied, I ... and the list goes on.

All in all, fifteen is full of excitement, questions, happiness and sorrows.

WELCOME SIXTEEN :)

HOPE IT WILL BE A FAB SIXTEEN.

NICE TO MEET YOU, SIXTEEN.

I WILL GROW STRONGER, BIGGER &TALLER.

I would like to thank everyone. If weren't for you, I swear I won't be who I'm today :) You've affected my life, my emotions, my feelings somehow. Sorry if I've hurt you in any way(s).

Thank you for being part of my life.

XOXO

404> Let it be. It is the fate that will fix it. Don't worry. Everything will be okay.

2010-09-28T20:26:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! Had no time to blog for the past few days :(
Homework are taking much of my time!! Hindering me from my revision! This sucks much, no kid! So yea, attended chinese lessons, tons of hmwk. AHHHHHHH, CHINESE LEH! 0.0 Blame me for not working hard enough and need to retake. It's too late to regret! Hahhaha! Hence, gonna put 100% in whatever I do! No, 200%. No harm dreaming big yea?
Gonna start cracking now! Chem! two papers to go! Hope to complete more! &Phy! OHYEAAAA, must improve on my combined science! Or I'll drown! Hahahah!
Combined humanities is another subj I need to work on! Get the SBQ right and those notes in my "brain running low memory" NOT AN EASY TASK! tsk. But who cares?
This gonna be the last chance! It determines my future!!!

will blog when I've the time.
/tata

403 > Life is no Nintendo game

2010-09-22T16:54:00.001+08:00

Is the world getting too practical? Or am I just being paranoid? I really have no idea. Don't you think things changes? I meant it's okay to change, but sometimes, ain't things are going too fast? not in our ability to control it. Well, world has change, like me. Don't you think things are getting too competitive? It's different from the past. Is this good or bad?

(FYI: I'm not saying in anything particular, but in general, that's how i felt.)

Enough of that, it makes me even confused when I continue.
OH YEA, got back some of my prelim2 results. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Many would say "C'mon! It's just a prelim2, you still have O's" (or even prelim3). Yea, true. But I always wanted prelim2 to be a confirmation, to boost my confidence. Sadly, it demoralizes me, a lot I can say. Before the test, I did my best in preparing. Hoping that everything I studied will pay off, hoping that the test would be easy. BUT. sigh. Some papers are easy, but others are like what.
Chem for an example, I swear I studied, but most of the things I studied didn't come out. &I failed. real bad. I thought I could ace my Chem before sitting for this paper. However, it turn out to be the opposite. Instead, I AM PREPARED TO FAIL BADLY. It's like wtf. Studied and that's the "effort"? ha! what a joke.

Oh well, it's not the time to feel this way. Guess that will be an alert for me to work even harder. YES! :)
Buy me a teal jeep! & I'll love you :) (Alright, that's super random, yet, it was on mind :P)

oh oh oh! Maths paper 2 will be another blow for me. AHHHHHHHHH. I'M "PREPARED" TO FAIL -.- ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ KILL ME. KTHXBAI.

Don't let go to soon but don't hang on too long.

2010-09-20T14:12:00.002+08:00

HUAAAAA LAAAAA~~~
IM SICK!!!! NOT SICK IN THE MIND!!! :) HAHAHHA.
Had been lying on bed during weekends 0.0 BORED MAX. but feel that i can die anytime! :P HAHHA. k, kidding, exaggerating much! :) Just felt like fainting! this is serious :) hahahha. Whenever I get out of my bed, felt so giddy :/ Had fever and headache for 2 days 0.0 CONGRATS ME -.- felt like im a pool of dung. ha! WORST!!!!! I've sore throat for 3 days! It's not those a lil sore, it's very very sore!!!!! super super pain!!! I have difficulties in swallowing and speaking. wth. Didnt attend school as well :/

6Sunflower's Gathering on Friday :) Weechng, Roxanne, Adeline, Afiq, Solihin, Weiwen, Allen, Wassim, Junwei, Yanfei, MrsCheong and I went Swensens to have dinner. We really miss those times when we were all in Primary 5& 6! Reminiscing those times! HAHHAHA! Solihin is still the biggest joker!! LOL!! Afiq too, but the serious one! He's handsome :) Allen is still the cool cool guy. We talked about him at our class photo! HAHAHA! FUNNY MAX. Wassim is the smart guy! ^^ YanFei was the cute guy! HAHHAA super funny sial him! & & & MrsCheong stalks our fb!!! She even knew who is Kokseng &Gina! That surprised me! Maybe she even reads my blog! :P hhahha. She's considering to join Twitter! HAHAHA! Die! Oh well, forgot to take group photo!!
Next meet up will probably be at MrsCheong's house @PasirRis for BBQ! after our O's and N's :) looking forward!!! :) (can even overnight at her house! (Y) ) fab! :)

Alright, I've wasted my weekends. Congrats me. I'm dead.

401, smile and pass it on.

2010-09-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

Hope all of you had a great day! My day was better than yesterday :)

I guess yesterday was not my day. Slept only 4h and went for 2 papers perhaps. Both papers was like 0.0 wthhhhhh. Maths paper 2, spent time reading question over and over again, made a lot of mistakes. Oh well, i will promise myself to have at least 8hrs of sleep for the O's maths paper!!! Or I'll die :/ hahhaha! Seriously, imagine and paper was tough and I'm NOT wide awake. ZZZZ. Alright, guess maths gonna be GG. sigh.

Chem! Felt like i was sitting for a A level paper :@@@ wth. tough ttm. Gave up. All the things that I studied didnt come out :/ OH MAN. Well, like what others said, at least we've learn some things, better prepared for our O's. If there isn't any prelim 2, guess I might not start my revision. Ha! I'm serious.

So yea, and it was rare for me to sit my room, studying phy for hours, approx 6h, with dinner in between. Hey! I was really proud of myself! You know you'll feel that sense of achievement!!! ^^ HAPPY MAX. However, was not so focused for Chem, but still, the duration was still there :)
Guess that was the beginning of my preparation for O's, gotta really really really start moving! YEAA!! MUST!! It's a must! Hope I'll find my motivation soon.

Tomorrow is Sci(Chem/Phy) MCQ, also a play day! :P I meant a day for us to relax. Then, Sat, continue to study!!! :) OH OH OH, gonna meet Mrs Cheong and my primary school friends. Looking forward ^^

O's is in less than 40days! Why don't we just work hard for these 40days?!?!!? GO GO GO!!!

Got this from Twitter :) And I thought it's rather true :)
#1 Reason you are a #Libra : Love to be right.
#2 Reason you are a #Libra : Want everyone to be happy.
#3 Reason you are a #Libra : Oh , so lovable.

-I really want everyone to be happy! Wouldn't this world be much better? Learn to LOVE sunshine!

Believe in God, trust him.

God won't give you anything you can't handle. Have faith! Fight for your future!

God will always be there for you when everyone wouldn't.

Saw this, and I smiled. I find it funny and cute :) hahhaha.

Lastly,

You mustn’t be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling.

400th post:

2010-09-11T03:11:00.000+08:00

It's currently 11th September 2010, 3:03am.
Im in Singapore! It is probably 24 degree celsius outside.

HAHHAHAHA, IM SO BOREDDDDD. HI HI HI. HELLO EVERYONEEEE.
THIS IS THE 400th POST ON MY BLOG!!! :)
And, know what?!?!?! 44days to O's :/ DANG. im scared.
I've no sense of urgency!!! AT ALL. OHH MANNN. KILL ME.
My motivation is gone. ZZZZZ HOW ON EARTH AM I GONNA START MOVING?
ALRIGHT! NO MATTER WHAT! I WILL!! I WILL!! I WILL START MOVING! ^^

Don't believe me?!?!? I gonna start right now! After I've clicked on the publish button! :)
Since I can't sleep, i gonna study some D&T :) have been failing my D&T theory paper.
I sure gonna make it for Prelim2 :) YEAAAA :)

I guess all my future would be short post or I may spend hours blogging 0.0 HAHHAHA.
Follow me on twitter!

Trust God. Praise God.
God will always be there for you no matter what.

2010-09-10T01:35:00.002+08:00

THEIR VERSION SO MUCH NICER!!! THOUGH THEY DIDNT DANCE AND NOT AS HOT AS WONDERGIRLS.
BUT STILL WAY WAY WAY BETTER!!! I SIMPLY LOVE THEIR VOICE!!! ^^ HAHHAHA :)

BUBBLEGUM SONG

2010-09-09T22:43:00.001+08:00

HEH HEH HEH!!! I GONNA LEARN THIS BUBBLEGUM SONG!!! ^^ HEHEHEHHEHEHE
CAN IRRITATE PEOPLE WITH IT!!! :P
WATCH ME!!!!

OH OH OH, IM STALKING THEM!!!!!! ^^

2010-09-09T02:07:00.000+08:00

HEYYYY KNOW WHAT?!?! THEY ARE REALLY REALLY FREAKING PRETTY!!!
ATTRACTIVE TOOO. ESP SONIA (Y) THEIR VOICES IS LIKE OHHH MY GODD!!!
FREAKING SWEET AND NICE! IM ATTRACTED TO IT.
NO JOKE, I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THEM. REALLY ADMIRE THEM DAMN MUCH.
I GONNA STALK THEM SOON ^^

HEY!!! IM NOT A LES!!! BUT REALLY!!! (Y) LIKE THEM REALLY REALLY MUCH.

Their profile!! :)

Hi!
We're Janice and Sonia, yes we really are twins. Same hair, same face, we're similar in many ways yet once you get to know us, you'll find that we're different at the same time :)

We are 23 years old, born and raised in Sydney Australia. Both our parents are Korean, so we are able to read, write and speak the language.

We have always shared a passion for singing and now, we are both pretty set on pursuing music.

Just want to say a ma-HASSIVE thank you to all our subscribers and supporters. We don't sing to be rated, but every comment, message, rating and subscriber has made this journey for us all the more rewarding!

Find & follow us:
www.facebook.com/jayesslee
www.twitter.com/jayessleemusic

For business inquiries:
jayesslee@gmail.com

Just to know that a single person was blessed through our music is enough to keep us going!

All glory to God,
Janice and Sonia

WOAHHHHHHH. THEY SING REALLY WELL!!! (Y)

YEAAAAAA

2010-09-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Ooh baby, tell me why'd you have to go?
Cause this pain, I feel it won't go away
And today, I'm officially missing you

And I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today, I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Ooh, can't nobody do me like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, said stays on my mind
And I'm, officially missing you

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago, you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So, that I could get through to you somehow
But, I guess it's safe to say, baby
Safe to say, that I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Ooh, can't nobody do me like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, said stays on my mind
And I'm, officially missing you

[Bridge]
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's some things I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way, to let go of you

[Chorus]
Ooh, can't nobody do me like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby, said stays on my mind
And I'm, officially missing you

[Outro]
It's official
You know that I miss you
Yeah, yeah
All I hear is raindrops
Ooh yeah
And I'm officially missing you

I needa be a better person :)

2010-09-07T23:46:00.001+08:00

HEY YOU RARA!! Had not see you for a day! hahhaha.
Rara said she felt weird when she didnt see me :P HEHEHHE SHE MUST HAVE MISS ME!! ^^

WOAHHHHHHH HELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
How's life, people?!?!?!?! :) I hope everything is great for you guys!!! :) STAY HAPPY PEEPO.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR US TO BE SAD RIGHT? :) SO, MOVE UP AND MOVE ON :)
Leave everything behind, memories :) LESSON LEARNT :)

Hmm, lemme talk about my "life".
Well, my life is currently devoted in STUDYYYYYYYYYYYY!! I ought to study.
But I guess im not :( Hadn't been working hard since the hols started. Alright!!
Today gonna be the last day I slacked!!! I PROMISE!!! :)
OHH YEAAA!! TOMORROW HAVING MAC BREAKFAST!! YAY!!
was craving for it this morning when i woke up :P &&& I GONNA SLEEP EARLY TODAY!!
Had been sleeping at 3am in the morning, ZZZZ. BAD THING! (N)

OH OH OH!! I HATE MY STOMACH FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS.
IT'S GIVING ME STOMACH EGG!! IDK WHY!! -.-
I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING WRONG!!! :@ :@ :@ :@ IM ANGRY WITH IT! DOH!
HAVING DIARRHEA FOR ALMOST EVERYDAY!!!
STOMACH EGG IS GIVING ME GOOSEBUMPS :/
(Alright, shall stop whining.. SUCHA WEAKLING ME)

ALRIGHT!!! IM HAVING FUN AT MSN, FB AND TWITTER!!
shall blog again soon!! FOLLOW ME!!! :)

SEE YA SUNSHINE!!!

in ♥ with Maldives

2010-09-07T17:09:00.000+08:00

OHHHH MANNNN. I SAW THIS & I WAS LIKE OHHH MY GODDD!!!
I KEEP REPEATING OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG AND I NEARLY TEARED.
WTHHHHHH THIS IS LIKE SO FREAKING SUPER DUPER FUCKING FABULOUS CAN!?!?!!?
IT IS REALLY BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!

OH MY GOD!!! I WANNA GO THERE!!!!! IF I HAVE THE $$$$, I WILL!!! WTHHHH
I WANNA LIVE THERE. I WANNA HAVE MY HONEYMOON THERE.
I WANNA GO WITH MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, SHIPPOKER &SOMEONE SPECIAL.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GOING INSANEEEEEE.

I ought to share this beautiful picture with my readers :)

I HOPE I CAN REALLY TRAVEL TO MALDIVES ONE DAY. PLEASE?

JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

2010-09-07T13:43:00.000+08:00

ooo-hhhhh
oooo-hhhh

Oh her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining.
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying.
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday.

Yeaaa. I know, I know when I compliment her she won't believe me.
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she don't see what i see.
But everytime she ask me 'Do I look okay?' I say..

When I see your face (face, face) there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile (smile, smile) the whole world stops
and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.

Yeaaa!

Her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she let me.
Her laugh, her laugh she hates but I think it's so sexy.
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday.

Ohhh you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change.
If perfect's what your searching for then just stay the same.
Sooo don't even bother asking if you look okay, you know I'll say...

When I see your face (face, face) there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile (smile, smile) the whole world stops
and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.

The way you are.
The way you are.
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are.

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.
Cause girl, you're amazing just the way you are.

Yeaaa.

OHHHH MANNNN IM CURRENTLY LIKE OH SO ADDICTED TO THIS SONG!
THE LYRICS ARE JUST FABULOUS!!! (Y) AMAZINGGGGGGG!!!
HOW SWEET CAN THAT GUY BE!!?!??! HAHHAHAHA :)

MUCH APPRECIATED. THANK YOU.

2010-09-07T02:01:00.000+08:00

dedicated to someone who i can rely on :)

AB, thanks for being there for me all the while. I know I'll always be able to count on you.
Thats what friends are for right? :) Whenever I'm feeling down, I know I can count on you :)
You'll always be able to give me advices that are (Y) :) I really appreciate it :)
Currently, no matter how I "opposed" your opinions, you never fails to support me.
Yes, I'm stubborn. I don't listen to you. HAHHAHA. I've made you left with no choice.
But yea, you'll still be there for me :) Not once, not twice, but many such occasions already :)
Well, I've got so much to say that I can't write. ZZZZ HAHAHAH :) THANK YOU IS ALL IN MIND!!
Hmm, guess you really know me? The inner of me? my feelings. my emotions. :)
Perhaps you're the one that I can really tell you everything :) Rest assure, I trust you :)

I hope you can really study hard. At least get into a poly? :) If i can, feel free to ask me, I can coach you :)
Hmm, but I can see you moving now, dont give up and continue k? :)
Like what others said, don't waste that A1 :)

All in all, I really appreciate all those support you gave me. Thank you very much AB :)
FRIENDS FOREVER YEA :)

I truly believe in God. God will always be there for us, no doubt :)

2010-09-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

♥ RARA

2010-09-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS, ITS A CHOICE

2010-09-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

Reblogged from http://introspective-me.blogspot.com/

2010-09-04T01:59:00.002+08:00

2010-09-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

FAB MOVIE!!!

it was really nice (Y) RECOMMENDED!!

Adam Sandler is handsome!!! but he's plump. but still (Y)

GROWN UPS IS A HILARIOUS MOVIE.

OH OH OH!!! THERE'S HOT CHICKS!!! REAL HOT!! PRETTY TOO!! OHHHH MANNN.

HAHHAHAHAHAH, YOU WONT REGRET WATCHING THIS!!!! \m/

QUESTION NOT THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.

2010-09-02T13:21:00.000+08:00

How did you receive the silence that greeted us?
Did you ignore the pain of the leaves you stepped on?
Would you appreciate the warmth of the sun rays that penetrated through the branches?

When would you discover where the path ahead lead to?
Did you notice the wind chasing the ripples on the lake?
Would you feel sorry for the fallen flowers that once bloomed?

Have you left your warmth on the cold benches?
Did you thank the trees that provided shelter?

Did we miss too many little things in life?
The gentleness of the wind, the fresh scent of the morning...
Have we taken too many things for granted?
The singing of the birds, the rustling of the leaves...

Greet a smile by smiling back, show appreciation with nods of approval.

I did not forget to look back as I take my leave,
I saw the trees waving goodbye in the wind...

2010-08-29T22:58:00.001+08:00

I FEEL LIKE CRYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG... NO KID.
I FEEL LIKE DYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.. IDK WHY.
I'M FEELING SO NEGATIVE CURRENTLY.
EMOTIONS GOT OVER ME.
THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY MIND.
THIS FEELING SUCK. FREAKING SUCK.
&I'M STUCK.

GOD, TELL ME. ANSWER ME.
WHY DID I FEEL THIS WAY?

I THOUGHT THE STORM HAVE PASSED. RAINBOW SEEN.
I THOUGHT I THOUGHT I THOUGHT I THOUGHT. BUT NO :'(
NO IDEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. OFF TO TUMBLR.
IT'S A SECRET SOCIETY FOR UNKNOWN PEOPLE ^^
A PLACE WHERE I'LL BE ME. NOT HERE. THANKS.

tata :)

TIME VS ME.

2010-08-27T23:28:00.000+08:00

HUAAAAA LAAAAAAAA ~~~~~~~~~~~~
D&T COURSEWORK OVERRRRRRRRRR!!! LIKE FINALLY!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH, but i didn't feel my heart lighten :( GRRRRRR..
I did badly for Journal and Presentation Board. SIGHHHHHHHH..
REALLY DISAPPOINTING. OHHH WELL, i deserve it. I must say. HAHHAHA.
I'VE SO MUCH TO SAY, BUT I GUESS IT'S ALL IN FB? HAHAHHA. NO IDEAAAA.

PRELIMS 2!!!!! MANNNNNN.. & i started it wrong. I guess I would flunk my English. NICEEE.
I didn't study a single bit for English :( All i did was to browse thru the format this morning.
&&&& I KEPT FALLING ASLEEP DURING PAPER1!!! ZZZZZZZ..
However, I kinda expected I would. with only 3hours of sleep last night. GREATTTTT.

FINALLLY!!!! TONIGHT!!! TONIGHT!!! TONIGHT!!!!!
I CAN SLEEP!!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZ.. YAY!!!!!!!!!!
GONNA SLEEP SOON!!! EXCITED LIKE WHAT!!!! ELATED!!! ^^

I don't wna feel the same way like just now again :( I'M HORRIFIED. NO KID.
RACING AGAINST TIME WAS A REAL REAL REAL REAL BAD FEELING :'(
FREAKING SCARY WORST NIGHTMARE!!! :(

shall blog soon.

EASY AS ABC?

2010-08-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

LIFE'S BUSY!!!!

STATUS: BUSY.

I'm real busy. Little hours of sleep for me. OHHH MANNNN.
staying up late has become a habit for me. DIE. KILL ME. PLEASEEEEEE.
As for yesterday, i stayed up till 3.30am :/ & i gave school a miss today.
I hope I won't fall sick due to lil rest and skipping my meals :S
Will blog soon :) stay tune sunshine :)

NICE SONG. HEHEHHEHE

2010-08-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pain

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

twitter is fab! \m/

2010-08-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

OHHH MANNNN. I've not blogged for DINO ages 0.0 HAHAHHAHAHAHAH.
Have always wanted to blog badly, but I really can't make time for it :(
I've been complaining on twitter! HAHHAHAHA.
&I'm like PMS-ing everyday 0.0 WTH. nice. MOOD SWING SUCK TO THE CORE -.-
WHA-TA-EVA. don't talk about anything unpleasant :) HAHAHHAHA (Y)

Life have been real hectic for me. DREAD OF IT.Homework are piling. Weekends are getting busy -.-
And, D&T is really getting on my nerves 0.0 needa compete with time. OH MAN.
Seriously, at times, i feel like giving up. GAHHHHHH.. I'm left with 14days!!!! OHH MANNN.
I really gotta buck up. Maybe for now, I need to throw everything aside and concentrate on D&T.
Just for the last 2 weeks!!! D&T!!! and coursework end! GO GO GO!
I don't know if it would be the right choice. But that is prolly the best choice for me :(

TIME REALLY FLIES. &O's are getting nearer. OH MAN..
I can't wait for O's to be over. BUT BUT BUT! i'm not prepared! not even 50%.
OHHH MANNNNN. kill me lah. I gotta die! :(

My English oral would be on 20Aug. I need to practice! :( &&&&I DON'T WNA BE NERVOUS!
IT'S THE BIGGEST KILLER FOR ME 0.0 ohhh mannnn.
I'll stammered and have poor articulation whenever I'm nervous. HELP ME

Tomorrow would be Science Mock Practical. Wish me well ^^
I hope I don't blow up the school! HAHHAHAHA. i'm kidding!
But if the school really explode, DONT LOOK FOR ME! NONE OF MY BUSINESS EH!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA.

Father, Father, Father, Help us. Send us some guidance from above.

On a good note, looking forward to YOG Handball on 21Aug. Going with my class ^^
IM REALLY EXCITED :)

Lastly, I LOVE ALL MY SUNSHINE!!! ^^

Hope to blog soon. tata (wave)

will always be there for you (L)

2010-08-13T20:24:00.001+08:00

Reblogged from RARA's tumblr!

AHHHH. My name is Chua JinPei. :)
I dont want to remember and talk about anything happened for the past few days. But, i want to thanks JINPING, my twin sister, who is always there for me this few days!
LOVE DIE YOU. LOVE YOU HARDCORELY!

AWWWW... k, i love her too. I'll always be there for her. NO DOUBT! ^^

It gonna be a lucky day! HAHAHHAHA

2010-08-12T20:46:00.001+08:00

I Re-blogged this.

It's Friday the 13th ya'll!! Do you know there are people that actually fear this day? Call this a phobia if you must (fyi: the phobia is called paraskevidekatriaphobia). Back in the day, we would head out on Friday the 13th and party with a horrifying amount of alcohol. Oh wait, that was a daily thing!

Anyhow...according to the Stress Management Center and Phobia Institute in Asheville, North Carolina, more than 67 million people are affected by a fear of this day. Some people are so paralyzed by fear that they avoid their normal routines like doing business, taking flights or even getting out of bed.

These people won't be happy to know that next year has 3 Fridays the 13th (February, March and November). That's mega fear balls!

Here's a look at some unfortunate events that has happened on past Fridays the 13th...

Black Friday bushfires in Victoria, Australia (1939) - 4,942,000 acres of land was burnt, 71 people died, several towns were entirely destroyed, over 1,300 homes and 69 sawmills were burnt and a total of 3,700 buildings were destroyed.

Uruguay Rugby team Plane Crash (1972) - Uruguayan Air Force Flight 571 crashed in the Andes and killed 29 out of the 45 people on board. 24 were from the rugby team and 5 were Flight 571 crew.

Hurricane Charley (2004) - Hurricane Charley struck the northern tip of Captiva Island and the southern tip of North Captiva Island, causing severe damage in both areas. Throughout the United States, Charley caused 10 deaths and US$15.4 billion in damage, making Charley the fourth costliest hurricane in United States history at the time.

And some time in the near future, 99942 Apophis (near-Earth asteroid), will pass through a gravitational keyhole, a precise region in space no more than about 400 meters across. Scientists rate the chances of Apophis hitting earth as slim. But they also say this...

The B612 Foundation made estimates of Apophis path if a 2036 Earth impact were to occur as part of an effort to develop viable deflection strategies. The result is a narrow corridor a few miles wide, called the path of risk, and it includes most of southern Russia, across the north Pacific (relatively close to the coastlines of the California and Mexico), then right between Nicaragua and Costa Rica, crossing northern Colombia and Venezuela, ending in the Atlantic, just before reaching Africa.

Using the computer simulation tool NEOSim, it was estimated that the hypothetical impact of Apophis in countries such as Colombia and Venezuela, which are in the path of risk, would have had more than 10 million casualties. An impact several thousand miles off the West Coast of the US would produce a devastating tsunami.

Now that's messed up! I'm signing off. Keep safe and god bless!

2010-08-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

Look at my fabulous gloves!! ^^ k, kidding, worst art ever 0,0
But well, I hope Singapore will be safe and secure! :D

true love's kiss.

2010-08-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

(Giselle/Amy)
When you meet this someone
who is meant for you
Before two can become one
there's something you must do
(Woodland Creatures)
Do you pull eachother's tails?
Do you feed eachother seeds?
(G/A)
[Laughs] No, There is something sweeter everybody needs.

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this
That's what brings ever-aftering so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

Ahahahaha Ahahahaha Ahahahahaha
(Woodland Creatures)
Ahahahaha Ahahahaha Ahahahahaha
She's been dreaming of a true love's kiss
And a prince, she's hoping, comes with this
That's what springs ever-afterings so happy
That's the reason we need lips so much
For lips are the only things that touch
(G/A)
So to spend a life of endless bliss
Just find who you love through true love's kiss

(Edward/James)
You're the fairest maid I've ever met
You were made (G/A) to finish your duet
(Together)
And in years to come we'll reminisce
(E/J)
How we came to love
(G/A)
And grew and grew love
(Together)
Since first we knew love through True Love's Kiss!

Although i know ... (wnbts) I still hope.

2010-08-08T00:05:00.001+08:00

SIX ARE LOVE!

We may not be as close as how we were during the dec/nov holidays last year. I guess the five of us are preparing for O's. STRESS indeed, so much to do. WORK HARD FRIENDS! (Y)
I hope SIX will be as close again. No matter what, we'll be there for each other :)
Remember our Last Christmas? I wanna it to happen again! ^^
Catch up soon! ^^

2010-08-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

2010-07-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

2010-07-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

true friends are the ones that will never be apart :)

2010-07-30T20:25:00.001+08:00

WOAH. HOWDY READERS. currently at cwp 0.0 with WRGJ! ^^ it has been a long time since we have fun? HAHAHHAOHYEA! Going town this Sunday! (Y) CHINKOKSENG, our sister birthday!! (L) it gonna be so enjoyable! :) SIX WILL ROCK THE HOUSE!!! I wna photo of six :(. (pray hard) K, short post here! Gonna blog again soon!!!!! Stay tune!!!!!!!!

this is really fabulous! (Y)

2010-07-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

I seriously love this song and I find it real meaningful :)

2010-07-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Now, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt can you hear them cryin'?
Can you practice what you preach?
And would you turn the other cheek?

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love? (Love)

Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love? (The love)
Where is the love?
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I can ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all( come on yeah)

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images, it's the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found now ask yourself

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Sing with me, y'all

(one world one world)
We only got (one world one world)
That's all we got (one world one world)
And somethings wrong with it (yeah)
And somethings wrong with it (yeah)
And somethings wrong with the w-w-world yeah
We only got (one world one world)
That's all we got (one world one world)

I WANT ALL OF THIS! HAHAHHAHA (L)

2010-07-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

Without my wings, I feel so small

2010-07-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

You were everything, everything that I wanted

2010-07-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh)
Oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread (Breakable thread)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say (I know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they (But so are they)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you? (Even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do (All the shit that you do)

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it (We lost it)
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[chorus:]
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

[chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted (I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, uhh
Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending (Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

I'd never want to see you unhappy

2010-07-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never
Ever forget these images
No

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be

So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

how do you love someone without getting hurt?

2010-07-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Mama never taught me how to love
Daddy never taught me how to feel
Mama never taught me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal

~~Mama never set a good example~~
~~Daddy never held mama's hand~~
~~Mama found everything hard to handle~~
~~Daddy never stood up like a man~~

I've walked around broken,
emotionally frozen
Getting on, getting on

How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?

I was always the chosen child
Their biggest scandal I became
They told me I'd never survive,
but survival's my middle name

I've walking around hoping,
just barely coping
Getting on, getting on

How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?

It's hard to talk,
to say what's deep inside
It's hard to tell the truth,
when you've always lied

How do you love someone?
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone?
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life,
clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?

How do you love someone?
And make it last
How do you love someone?
Without tripping on the past
So far in my life,
clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone?

Someone

2010-07-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Oh-oh...

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore...oh-oh...or

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Crazier crazier

2010-07-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

2010-07-24T00:24:00.002+08:00

sunflower seed

2010-07-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

2010-07-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

2010-07-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

i'm sucha dolt. (Y)

2010-07-20T18:40:00.003+08:00

i'm a "houdini" an escaping warrior.

2010-07-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

you know that everything isn’t fine when…

you can’t sleep.
you don’t feel like eating.
you eat less.
when you sleep, you end up waking up 10 mins later.
you don’t feel like doing anything.
you get annoyed by everything and everyone and you snap out on innocent people.
you don’t feel like talking.
you just wanna lay in bed all day.

2010-07-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

TOTALLY AGREE! I RATHER HAVE A NIGHTMARE! :S weird much.

2010-07-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Howdy!

On Sat, I WENT FOR MAC BREAKFAST AGAIN!!!!
with TingFang, Cloe, Ruihong, Zhenghan and HsingLiang. Was late though, as usual :/ HEHEHEHEHE.

wanted to watch Inception with Nadila, Seri, Atikah, Gina, Hannah, Brian, HsingLiang, RuiHong and Bernard after D&T. But sold out 0.0 DANG MAX. was so looking forward to catch that movie!
Instead, we watched Eclipse. Not as nice as I thought, kinda boring :/ New Moon is much much much nicer!
But still, saw my boyfriend, Taylor Lautner! ^^ 8pacs! 0.0 but it's not as obvious as New Moon.
I think he grew fatter :( Nonetheless! I still love him ;) HOT HOT HOT TO THE MAX!
I'm still looking forward to Breaking Dawn, but the ending will not be what I want. GRRRRR..
After the movie, some left. The rest of us went BK :)

WOAHHHHHHHHH!!!

WANNA KNOW SOMETHING!?!?!?!?

CAUTION! Don't be shocked to death.

The content below might make you feel uneasy.

It's 99 days to O's!

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! STUDY HARD FOLKS!

It have been two days since I last used the desktop 0.0 PROUD OF MYSELF K! AMAZED! :)
HAHAHAHAHAHA. but I'm here now! :)
Gonna try not to use comp on weekdays! (I bet i can't :P)

tata.

2010-07-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

Isn't this beautiful?!?!?!?

When I first saw this, I thought it's a town in France. Maybe some of you thought the same way too.

But you know what!?!?!? It's so near to us! It's in Malaysia! 0.0

@ Colmar Tropicale

I will go this place some day!
Though I wanna go there now!!! :(

Another place I wanna go would be Bintan.

Bintan is the place where I've always wanted to go! Hope my dad bring me there some day! :)

I love traveling. Probably I've influenced by my dad. Well, traveling is cool.
When I'm in a country where I've never been, the feeling would be kinda strange.
But at the same time, I'll feel relaxed. My mind would be so free. REAL EMPTY!
Most of the time, I went overseas with tour. I've got nothing to worry about. Everything is planned.
And all i did was to ENJOY.
I really miss those days when I'm out of town.

I miss those days when I went on Cruise with Roxanne.
It's so windy. I miss those sea breeze. I miss those waves.
It was so comfortable that i fell asleep when lying on the bench and I dreamed :)

I really wanna get out of town now.
I wanna go to a beach with the accompany of sea breeze and waves.
I need to clear my mind. I love beach.

2010-07-16T18:46:00.002+08:00